( I wonder if I care as much. As I did before) Last night I cried myself to sleep, For the one that makes me weep. I dried my eyes to greet the day And wondered why I had to pay. The tears that I have shed by day, Give relief and wash away. The memory of the night before, I wonder if I'll suffer more. ( I wonder......) My pride is made to say "forgive" And take the blame for what you did. It is your mistake I'm thinking of. I wonder if I'm still in love. My heart can't thrive on misery. My life, it has no destiny. When things get more than I can bear I ask myself "do I still care?" ( I wonder..............) (to fade)