he and I had something beautiful but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last I loved him so but I let him go 'cause I knew he'd never love me back such pain as this shouldn't have to be experienced I'm still reeling from the loss, still a little bit delirious near to you, I am healing but it's taking so long 'cause though he's gone and you are wonderful it's hard to move on yet, I'm better near to you. you and I have something different and I'm enjoying it cautiously I'm battle scarred, but I am working oh so hard to get back to who I used to be he's disappearing, fading steadily well, I'm so close to being yours, won’t you stay with me, please near to you, I am healing but it's taking so long 'cause though he's gone and you are wonderful it’s hard to move on yet, I'm better near to you I only know that I am better where you are I only know that I am better where you are I only know that I belong where you are near to you, I am healing but it's taking so long 'cause though he's gone and you are wonderful it’s hard to move on yet, I'm better near to you