Blue October - The Answer Lyrics

Artist : Blue October (US) 
Title : The Answer 
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Oh 
If I can’t crawl inside of you 
I’m laughing with a broken face 
I stumble across my self-esteem 
But your picture of pleasure is making me want my space 
Understand 
That God wrapped you like a bow 
But in my head theres some shelves that need cleaning 
From basement to ceiling 
Control 

If what you’re seeing is an open book 
That’s great, 
'Cause I’m an open book 
But I’m real shy 
Now there’s a part of me seeking 
And desperately needing to open up 
That’s strange 
Cuz I’m an open book 
A confused boy 

I’m an automatic steeple 
For depressed and lonely people 
My heart while in its cage 
Is used to give and not receive a thing 
But the only funny thing is 
That I don’t know how to give myself advice 
I've got this post-dramatic thing 
I've got this a tattoo of a ring 
That lies around my wedding finger 
And that’s where I want to stake this claim 
That I got to learn to live and dream 
Before I go and get myself in love 
in love 
Before, before, before I go and get myself in love 

There’s Zoloft, Wellbutrin, theres Paxil thats proven 
no side effects 
But the rest left unnamed 
Cuz they work like a charm on me 
But when your savings is drying 
You can’t stop from crying 
You've got to suck it up 
You’re not her butter cup 
You’re not her favorite book 

And I’m an automatic steeple 
For depressed and lonely people 
My heart while in its cage 
is used to give and not receive a thing 
But the only funny thing is 
That I don’t know how to give myself advice 
I've got this post-dramatic thing 
I've got this tattoo of a ring 
That lies around my wedding finger 
And that’s where I want to stake this claim 
That I got to learn to live and dream 
Before I go and get myself in love 
In love 
Before,before, before I go and get myself in love