"Inner Seasons" Lyrics

If I dig out the dirt, if I dig out the dirt, now will it hurt
And if you let me through, I will throw some on you
I have a whole heart full, oh from inside I must pull
Quick before the rains flood, before it all turns to mud

Inner season, I do not know the reason, I follow the inner season
Can I break the chain or will it cause me pain
Will it rip my heart, now will I fall apart
Inner season, they are my inner demons
And it's just not the same, unless I am in pain
And it all seems so plain, now that I am insane

Rains of cold stabbing pins, oh breaking through to my sins
Cutting deep into me, oh stripping my defenses from me
Creating a world of mud, that becomes my frozen blood
And I beg for warmer days, to melt this ice away

Inner season, I do not know the reason, I follow the inner season
Can I break the chain or will it cause me pain
Will it rip my heart, now will I fall apart
Inner season, they are my inner demons
And it's just not the same, unless I am in pain
And it all seems so plain, now that I am insane

Now I find a sun so bright, but it turns to a burning fright
A stinging sun of pain, that turns my world to a dusty bane
I call for the rains to start, but the dirt now fills my heart

And If I dig out the dirt, if I dig out the dirt, now will it hurt
And If I dig out the dirt, if I dig out the dirt, now will it hurt
And If I dig out the dirt, if I dig out the dirt, now will it hurt

Oh, inner season, they are my inner demons
Oh, inner season, I do not know the reason, I follow the inner season