Instant Rivalry - Disappear Lyrics

[Whispered :I got something to say and you know it]

Polaroid picture memories, dating back to you and me.
I was giving you something no one could touch.
Baby, was it ever enough?

Here I am. No, I'm not gonna lose.
I wasted my time by loving you.
I'm not alone, didn't you hear?
I'd rather swallow the pain and make you disappear.

I know when to leave. Look at you, they look at me.

Your face keeps time in my mind.
You drive me crazy and leave me blind.

Better left broken and maybe unsaid,
then pathetic excuses you leave in my head.
Why can't I break you? Why don't I try? Why I can't I fake you?
This feeling wont die.