Matt Nathanson - Solace And Pain Lyrics

I'm so confused by what I have and what I want,
But I can't stand alone without your help.
I'm afraid of the truth that I might find
when I look inside myself,
But I can't stand alone without your help.
And what once gave me solace, now only gives me pain,
Cuz I over estimated your emotions again.
How easily we can fool ourselves,
And see things that just aren't there.
Tangle up our emotions, until it seems that people truly care.
It's been out of my hands now for so long,
And there's nothing I could have done.
And jealousy's an emotion that I'll have to learn to overcome.
And what once gave me solace now only gives me pain,
Cuz I overestimated your emotions again.
Distance and silence, how do they make you feel?
Well they hurt me.