"Nowhere To Be Found" Lyrics

I took a fall with no safety net
I felt my face hit the ground
After a second to catch my breath
I felt You kick me when I was down

Losing a loved one is hard enough
Three pushed it over the edge
So I carried the footprints of my daughter and son
To the place where they say You live

But You were nowhere to be found
Nowhere to be found

When the long line of dinners came to an end
We made a meal of our own
Out of cold habit we both bowed our heads
And felt the silence of our home

Where You were nowhere to be found
Nowhere to be found
Nowhere to be found

Am I not shouting loud enough?
Is there more than the top of my lungs?
Oh I used to feel Your love
Where has it gone?
Nowhere to be found

Now I look at the world like a crystal ball
Usually from the outside in
I see people I love get the life that I lost
And I try to be happy for them
But it feels like a town unacquainted with grief
Protected like a child in the womb
Oh but looking for You hanging around on those streets
Is like looking in Your tomb

Where You were nowhere to be found
Nowhere to be found
Nowhere to be found
Nowhere