Senses Fail - Blackout Lyrics

I just drove under the Lincoln sign
To where New Jersey meets the New York line
And through the tunnel for the last time
With everything crumbling behind
I stood still until I felt the shakes
Of two bodies that were parting ways
I didn't want to be the one to say
I know this hurts but it's time too break

(In) two pieces
The fault line's not secure
A boat, or bridge is needed to get back to her

I feel like I'm paralyzed
When I look at, the empty space left in my bed
(And think about all the things we did)
At least I'm feeling more alive
But I still have, some old weight that, I've got to shed
(Before I find happiness)

I make mountains out of my worries
And I plant pain instead of sturdy trees
I have got to wash these old sheets
So I can fall asleep
There are times, there are times I reach for the phone
To tell you that there might still be some hope
Holding on, holding on to the slack of rope
But that's the whiskey talking, so

(I) hope that you
Can find some peace in life
Can you survive without me cause I thought I'd be fine
Now I'm slurring every single line

I feel like I'm paralyzed
When I look at, the empty space left in my bed
(And think about all the things we did)
At least I'm feeling more alive
But I still have, some old weight that, I've got to shed

I've got to move on before I can find happiness
This isn't fair nobody taught me (How to let go)
Just be here now and you'll be set free (From sorrow)
But at this time, I don't see clearly (How will I know)
What is the point, what is the meaning (How to let go)

Now I'm struggling
I black out so I can't dream
But I still see you sneaking
Through my weary head
I suffer from a drought
Of medicine to dull self-doubt
I just want to drown you out
With southern poison

If I had a drink
For every goddamn time I think
About your pale skin dressed in pink
Then at least I could sleep
If I had a shot
For every goddamn time I thought
About your face and what I lost
At least I'd get some...
Sleep, sleep, sleep
At least I'd get some...
Sleep, sleep, sleep
Then at least I'd get some sleep