"Monolith" Lyrics

Is this wrong of me?
I've come so far, so fast
I'm in the dark about a lot of things
Seems so real - to me
I've consecrated
I wish that I could hate it
I saw my bloody hands come clean
Before my eyes

And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me?
And I hear a different kind again, someone stop me
And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy?
And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within

Visions plague my dreams
Oh God, what beast did this?
I couldn't have
Oh Jesus, I just don't know
What's inside - of me?
I've desecrated
My God, I love to hate it
My hands are bloody again
There's no reason why

And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me?
And I hear a different kind again, someone stop me
And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy?
And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within

And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me?
And I hear a different kind again, can you stop me
And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy?
And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within

Within